The 60th Anniversary of Pope Francis’ Calling, National Catholic Register, September 21, 2013

Fr. Roger J. Landry
National Catholic Register Print Edition
September 20, 2013

Tomorrow we will mark the sixtieth anniversary of a secret encounter that not only changed the trajectory of one young chemist’s life but eventually ecclesiastical and world history.

It was September 21, 1953 and a 16-year-old boy named Jorge Bergoglio was planning to go out to celebrate with friends an Argentine national holiday called Students’ Day, which is always held on the first day of spring in the southern hemisphere.

Jorge decided to start the holiday by going to pray at his parish Church dedicated to St. Joseph.

He likely was unaware that in the Church’s liturgical calendar, September 21 was the feast of St. Matthew, the despised tax collector who, despite his sins, was nevertheless shockingly summoned by the Lord to become one of his apostles.

When Jorge arrived in Church, he saw a priest he didn’t know but who seemed to radiate holiness. He decided to approach him and asked him to hear his confession.

We don’t know what Jorge said to the priest or what the priest said in response. But we do know that that confession totally changed not only the teenager’s plans for the day but for the whole course of his life.

Meeting with 200,000 exuberant members of ecclesial movements in May for the Vigil of Pentecost, Pope Francis shared some of his memories of this pivotal event in his vocation story.

“One day in particular was very important to me: September 21, 1953. I was almost 17. It was ‘Students’ Day,’ for us the first day of spring — for you the first day of autumn. Before going to the celebration I passed through the parish I normally attended. I found a priest that I did not know and I felt the need to go to confession. For me this was an experience of encounter: I found that Someone was waiting for me. Yet I do not know what happened. I can’t remember. I do not know why that particular priest was there whom I did not know, or why I felt this desire to confess, but the truth is that Someone was waiting for me. He had been waiting for me for some time. After making my confession I felt something had changed. I was not the same. I had heard something like a voice, or a call. I was convinced that I should become a priest.”

He gave some extra details in 2010, in a book length interview with Sergio Rubin.

“In that confession, something very rare happened to me. I don’t know what it was, but it changed my life. I would say that I was caught with my guard down. … It was a surprise, the astonishment of an encounter. I realized that God was waiting for me. From that moment for me, God has been the one who precedes you. We are searching for him but he is looking for you first. We want to meet him, but he meets us first.”

Sixty years later, Pope Francis still seems astonished at the significance of this encounter, the reality of a God awaits us with the love of the Father of the Prodigal Son anticipating his beloved child’s return.

“We say we must seek God, go to him and ask forgiveness,” Pope Francis told the members of the ecclesial movements in May, “but when we go, he is waiting for us, he is there first! In Spanish we have a word that explains this well: primerear — the Lord always gets there before us, he gets there first, he is waiting for us! To find someone waiting for you is truly a great grace. You go to him as a sinner, but he is waiting to forgive you. … When we seek him, we discover that he is waiting to welcome us, to offer us his love. And this fills your heart with such wonder that you can hardly believe it, and this is how your faith grows — through encounter with a Person.”

During that sacramental conversation with the priest, he realized that that the merciful God who had been waiting for him and who had come to meet him through the priest’s ministrations was calling him to be a priest. Just as much as Jesus had summoned Matthew to become an ambassador of the salvation from sins to his friends and the whole world, the same Lord was calling Jorge to be emissary of that patient divine waiting and merciful reconciliation to others.

After a new springtime erupted in his soul, Jorge decided not to go to the train station to meet his friends, but to return home, pondering the mystery and meaning of his call.

He told Sergio Rubin that he still retains in his breviary a lengthy personal Credo he wrote before his priestly ordination, in which he affirmed, “I believe in my history, which was pierced by the God’s look of love and, on the first day of spring, September 21, he came to meet me and invited me to follow him.”

Just how much that vocational encounter and piercing look of love continues to influence Pope Francis’ daily life can be seen in his papal motto, “Miserando atque Eligendo,

It comes from a commentary by St. Bede the Venerable on Christ’s call of Matthew, which is read in the Office of Readings on September 21. St. Bede wrote, “Vidit publicánum et, quia miserándo atque eligéndo vidit, ait illi: Séquere me,” which is translated, “He saw the tax collector and, because he saw him through the eyes of mercy and chose him, he said to him: “Follow me.’”

As Father Bergoglio pondered in the breviary each September 21 St. Bede’s reflections on St. Matthew’s call, the seventh century English saint’s words about the connection between God’s mercy and the priestly calling seems to have taken on autobiographical meaning.

“By an invisible, interior impulse flooding his mind with the light of grace,” Bede wrote, “he taught him to walk in his footsteps.”

St. Matthew followed that path all the way to heaven.

Jorge Bergoglio has been following in those footsteps now for sixty years.

As we pray for him on the anniversary of this seminal day in his life, we should also open ourselves up to the reality Pope Francis is seeking to communicate to us by his motto, his witness and his words.

““The Lord never tires of forgiving: never!,” told us in his first Sunday  homily as Pope. “It is we who tire of asking for his forgiveness. Let us ask for the grace never to tire of asking for forgiveness, because God never tires of giving his forgiveness.”

And in indefatigably waiting for us with love to give us that mercy, God reveals to us at the same time our vocation. He forgives and calls us to holiness and mission by a single, loving, soul piercing glance